Yesterday (03/02/2009), i dono why i was very much distressed with mental pain about the job i was doing … the so called testing… I hate it really… may be im not into the real world of testing i dono… but for whatever im doing stating as being in testing , i hate it… I dono on whom to show my anger , pain for being in this very boring and unchallenging field …
I even showed my anger on my family members dad , mom ,ammama , sister and also on my little niece without knowing what i was doing….
Now im feeling bad and shameful for what i have did…
i also told my mom that i don like the job that im doing and im supposed to do something else… and told her let me quit the job, but words not from the whole heart seeing my other friends who are still waiting to get a job… she tried to console me and also advised me not to do anything without interest and asked me to quit if i don like … she is very supportive you know after all she is my mom…!!!
But still i couldn’t control my anguish inside …!!!
Waiting and hoping for a change…!!!
